Reminisce something hurts.

Assalammualaikum.
Today I want to suppress about something that really hurt happens to me before.
Do you ever happens when someone close to you always talking proud loudly around you about something that really hurt that you want to forget and they know about that something?It seems like they tends to saja saja talk about that whenever you with them and want to show that they win it.They can get whatever they want to get and you cant because of someone allows them but they never ever allows you.Its hurtful,you know?I really to talk about it,to just stop saying about it in front of me and just do it without me knowing as always yo do it.Just I cant because there someone allow them always favor and puji melambunglambung them and always talking bad to me.Everything I do is wrong and never be perfect.Everyday when they always praise them on what they are doing eventhough I do the same thing everyday,they never talk about it and said I didnt do anything and say I only eat and sleep,I may silent about it,but when they give them anythings that they want and most hurtful when they frequently talk about they did get to do it and I never ever get to do it,it really disappointed and maybe really unforgivable.That someone always says that she really want to become fair to everyone,always...but just says it didnt able enough when you are not do it.It also the reason why I always reject in cooperative with anyone,I feels like I always been rejected by everything.You ask me to always be together with them,but you dont care if they dont want me to be with them,otherwise you wrongs me no to be with them.you always see me wrongs,but do you ever see their wrongs?mirror yourself before you want to do anything on someone.and most important if you know that someone had hurt about something that being reject,why do you always proud act on something do you being accepted without thinking others feeling?Are you really that egoist?

IPTA OR IPTS ?

Assalammualaikum semue..
Ni nak citer pasal konfius yg tgh aq hadapi sekarang ni.
Citer dia macam ni.
Aq dah dapat tawaran belajar kat KPJUC Nilai dalam Bachelor of Medical Imaging tp dalam pada tu aq nak try2 jugak mohon ipta dalam bidang health sciences.
Agak agak yg mane aq patut pilih.Sebab duadua ade pro n kontra dye.Kalo aq amik KPJUC Nilai,aq kene minx MARA utk support tuition fee aq ni pasal dye punye cost.Uuuiihhh,ya Allah!!!gaye nak hempuk je diri ni.Kalo nak mintak ipta,aq takut sgt kalo x dapat pasal ade yg cakap yg slip matrik aq hanya sah dipakai hanya untuk 1 tahun kalo nak apply u ni.x tau lah kan.In shaa Allah,x lah jadi macam tu.Aq punye lahh berusaha waktu kat matrik tu,alih2 kalo setahun je boleh gune,memang x wajar lahh.So,what do u think?

Avoid sinusitis .

Assalammualaikum.
Hey today me want to speakAng english due want to retake the english test , huhu .
Ok, I want to give you several methods or remedies that can be used at home in order to relieve your sinusitis.
FIRST AND FOREMOST , start with BISMILLAH .
hikhik ..
Then , you should always cleanse your nose by blow it out .
Let the mucous out of your billion dollars nose .
Besides , always gives a reliever for your nose . Always bring in whenever you go . Also , bring your allergies pills .
You also must not forget to bring tissues .I love it more than to bring in handkerchief because I dont like to use it several times , hygiene must give priority !
Remedies , very easy ..
Every month about 2 or 3 times , apply HONEY by scrubbing on your nose .
Make it like a mask .
Then steam your face with warm water several times per month .
Last but not least , always massage you face especially your nose and head part ok ?
Thank you .

Bukan x nak bagitahu tapi ..

Assalammualaikum ..
Ok hari ni I nak luah luah perasaan wa ni.
I sebenarnya ade problematic about nak bagitahu something tapi .. N buat senyap je.
Ye lah..
There is sometimes I needs to have a lot of thinking before tells someone any of my issues.
Like this days,I actually dah Menarik Diri dari my course in IPTA.so before I went to the university,I had applying pinjaman boleh ubah from ...
X yah lah bagitau pinjaman ape ye?
Then this pinjaman requires me to go to interview in order to see my potential and soft skills.Tau je lah dah masuk u ni manw boleh malumalu lagi.
Then when I menarik diri ni,a few days after I got that interview that should be I attend yesterday.
TAPI ..
Acaner ni??
Saya dah x de kat sane dah.
Oh lupe bagitahu,that interview had been held in that university.
N when I made decision to tarik diri,ade my family members says do what you want do alone after this,I will not gonna help you..
So I nak bagitahu my closed family TAPI ..
Hmmm...
So disebabkan ni,I jadi takut n waswas nak bgtahu dyorang especially this educational matters.
Tu jelahh  I bebel ok,Bye!!!

Bad luck has no smell .

Assalammualaikum gals.
Today I want to story story lahh pasai ape jd yesterday naa..
Mase pagi yg x berape nak pagi sgt
P lahh mak hantar adek pi sekolah dye
Ade teater kate nye..
Sebagai kakak yg baik ni,
Gi antar lahh dye..
Naik moto .
Dye moto skuter saye tu,pi lah antaq dye.
Tengah2 bawak...
Nak sampai dah sekolah dye..
Ikut lah laluan kiri yg kiri sekali.
I mean laluan lebih garisan jalan nun.
Lpas tu datang lah si pemandu kereta yg agak kuajak ni datang dari belakang g ke depan motosikal yg ditunggang oleh pemilik ini lalu terus memberi signal dan terus masuk ke simpang jalan.pemilik motosikal dan penumpang ni ponn hilang ler kawalan brek lalu `I believe I can fly...` ...pap!!!!
Tersadai lah kedua dua di tepi jalan.sadis...
Then bile cube nak bangunkan diri n adek n motor tu,dtg lah sebuah kereta lain,kete yg ****** tu dah x tau dah kemane,lesap.berbalik pade cerite.dan pemandu kereta tu tanye ok ke x,only??then terus pegi mcam tu je.hmm..
Then diri ni terase mcm nak pegi ke klinik kesihatan yg ade dekat je dgn tempat kejadian tu,tp..kang hentam nye dye suruh bayar nye RM20++ acaner aq dah lah x bwak duit ponn.bawak lesen n ic je waktu tu,nak antar adek je ponn time tu.si,pi lah balik umah.malam tu ajak lah si mak nye ni pegi ke klinik pasal nak cuci luke,time tu lahh dapat info sketsket pasal infection ni.ni dulu kan budak BIO kan so paham lah sket time doktor tu cakap.pasal nye lpas balik tu just bubuh dettol jr.x cuci betul2 ponn,bukak2 luke tu dah kene infection.susah beno nak cuci pasal nye ade pasir dalam luke tu.dah lah tu je lahh makde ni nak bebel nanti sampai subuh x habis lagi ni..

my homiey little sisters sings:)

Assalammualaikum,
haih,adikadik aq ni!
budak2 dua orang lepas balik sekolah or waktu buat kerja sekolah,
selalu sangat suka menyanyi,
ye lahh,ikut abang die lahh katekan..
tapi ade lagu2 yang diorang nyanyi,
aq igt diorang mereka-reka,
tuptup sekali lagu betul lahh..
patut lahh x pernah dgr,
antara lagu2 tersebut:
1.BARA BARA BERE BERE-ALEX FERRARI

yeah this is.aq ingat diorang ni MELALUT je tetengah hari bute.its such like BARA BARA BARA..BERE BERE BERE..continuosly sing that..

2.PUTIH-PUTIH MELATI-ST12

ni lagu adik aq nyanyi tengah hari td rsenye.
tp yang diorang nyanyi part chorus tu lahh..
BERULANG-ULANG!
ps:adik2 ko nak hiburkan kau lahh tu.nanti kau masuk u,x lehh dah nak manje dengan kau.biarkanlah diorang tu..

A PATH AFTER SPM,byebye school!hello university!

Assalammualaikum and hello!
Today saye nak cakap pasal tajuk di atas lah.
SPM RESULT?Dapat berape A?
soalan tu tolong lah jangan di tanya,please!!!
stress,stress..
anyways,i just got average result.
not like THAT someone.
huh!!thinking about him,really...
He got the top first ranking result in my school SPM 2012!
even in TEMERLOH ranking..
with his result,i think the scholarship will running into him,not him run for it..
anyways congrats for him,i mean for you ROBIN KOK for being the excellent in our school this year,
I'M SALUTE FOR YOU!
now come back story about my result,
with this result,1A+2A2A-2B+1B1C+,i feels so bad.
because of what?because i cannot apply the course that i had been dream of all this time,you know?
i really want applying for foundation for pharmacy or foundation engineering..
because of what?
this is because the minimum requirement is not enough.
 because of my C+ BIOLOGY!
thinking about these two course..
which is better?
PHARMACY OR CHEMICAL ENGINEERING?
maybe without the foundation of pharmacy or foundation of engineering i cant choose,
i can apply foundation of science physical in order to me make degree for this one out of two course soon,insyaAllah!
soon the path i would taking to the future is to be PHARMACIST or ENGINEER,insyaAllah!
ps:lain kali belajar betul-betul,jangan asyik dengan running man kau saje!tgk dah x boleh ambik bidang yang kau nak,biasiswa lagi lah x lah nak berharap kau dapat!so make a promise to your own self to study more smart and more harder,biar kau dapat dekan tiap kali semester exam and become FIRST CLASS GRADUATE,ok?